Feeling extremely horrible.
Regret for what have done. Blame myself.
It’s getting worst, no sight of improving. How long will it take? or Never?
No one can understands currently how I feel. Is damn horrible, it’s happening again.
Maybe worse? Took super long to solve the problem now is back.

It’s distracting me, I can’t force on my exam.

I don’t want to step out of here. I don’t want to go anywhere see anyone.
I need sometime....I need a break. Till I can see a slight improvement. By March, if I still can’t solve, I’ll have to try another way.