I go out, not because i dont like to see u.
The reason ->stay at home is tooo boring, play too much comp ur will nag at me abt my health and the electricity bill >.>
and TV program not nice to watch...
stay at home, see u sick & feel pain.
But i cant do anything to help u, make me feel useless.
So i rather go out with friends, crap with them abt game and stuff.
Talk to u abt game, my problem ,u aso wont understand.
Joke to u, u start to lec me with ur 佛理, which make me feel -_-"
hello, come on it is only a joke!
And u always come and disturb me at the wrong timing =/
你说你很了解我...but i dont think so. i admint 70% u are right.
The reason which make us into this status is bcos ur PERCEPTION.
For example, I came back, u ask me did i drink? I answer no (i answer nicely)
den u say, 家里只有我和你,有不是我,难道是ghost?
ok fine, u already think is me, so why bother ask me?
I answer, NO i really didnt. U say, u know drinking is bad! u are not suppose to drink!
WAH KAO eh , I told u no , u dont believe. OK lo fine! is me ok? u happy now?
U are jus like finding things to quarrel with me.
I fail my exam , i am damn not in the mood, u still come and find trouble with me.
what is the problem with u? jus bcos i am her daughter? I WILL be like her?
I cant choose who to be my mom right? doesnt mean i am her daugther i will be like her.
U very time say i am bad, can u tell why what is u definition of good?
Act like a doggy? when u ask me stand , i stand?
I really dont wanna post such things here, but no one can understand how I feel..
& I dont know who i can talk to.
But i know if i dont vent all this out, I will go crazy